AGITATED

I feel the need to say "I'm sorry" to everyone ... This past month has been sickeningly stressful. Along with being sick and tired, I have slipped into a slump and as depressing as it sounds, I don't have the strength to claw my way out at this moment ... I don't like to be at the mercy of the weather but I am hoping that spring will arrive soon and the sun will wake me up again.
My guests have over-stayed their welcome and it is time for them to leave, but I have a big dumb heart and I can't kick them out into the street with no place to go. The dog was sick all last week and now the cat is sick, which is sad because he has found a sweet spot in my heart and it hurts to see him suffering ... He is a big blob of loving-kindness who likes to have his belly rubbed ... Of all my guests, I will miss him when they all leave.
Hopefully next week things will look better ...